hopelessly obsessed

2010-05-23T00:28:00.002+08:00

Had an awesome day shopping with YongWen today!

Spent so much money

But like only bought so little things.

Spent $80 but only bought a skirt, a dress and flats! :(

So little money but too many things to buy!

Shall post pictures tomorrow! :)

What hurts the most
Was being so close

But having so much to say
And watching you walk away.

2010-05-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

Life sucks.

Big time.

2010-05-07T23:05:00.003+08:00

My latest celebrity obsession! :)
Honor Society!

( The guy on the far right. Wearing the bow, not holding guitar. )

Alexander Noyes!
Man, he's so hot :)
He plays the drums!
In my opinion, guys who play drums are waaaay hot.
Hees!

Now please excuse me while i go hyperventilate. ♥

2010-05-05T19:41:00.003+08:00

Was looking through some old photos.

Realised my hair was damn long at that time!
It's like as long as half my back!

I miss my long hair!
Lols :p

Tomorrow is maths paper 2.
Im sooo screwed!
And me being sick doesn't help too :(
I feel damn shitty now.
Haix.

I just wanna tell you,
My heart is bursting at the seams. ♥

2010-05-03T12:37:00.002+08:00

Been drinking a crazy amount of water everyday because of my throat :(
I can't talk because it hurts so bad and i sound like a man. :(

The water is making me go to the toilet like, every 5 seconds.

Boo.

2010-05-01T21:22:00.003+08:00

I'll stay strong, no matter what happens.

I'll give you strength for you to carry on.

No matter how i appear not to care

I really do. Alot.

Jiayou builing! :)

Its unfortunate.

But we'll go on.

2010-04-25T13:21:00.005+08:00

Last night my sister randomly asked mt to go downstair with her to check the mail box.
To see if her university admission stuff have been sent over or not.

So i went down!
There was nothing for her, but look what came in the mail for me! :)

CLOTHES! :)
YAY!

My awesome plait top!
Bought it in two colours because me likey!

Romper!
Me likey the top! :)
Gonna bring to wear in Taiwan!

Mummy told me to stop buying because this type of clothes will be super cheap in Taiwan.
LOL

Anyway!
Exams starting tomorrow! :(
Sianzzz

I can't go on
I'll go on.

2010-04-23T17:49:00.002+08:00

OMG exams starting!

Im already prepared to fail all my subjects so whatever :p

But im really looking forward to my Taiwan trip in June! :)

Im like already buying alot of things to bring there!

New clothes and new makeup!

AND AND AND!

ARRON'S COMING BACK ON HOLIDAY IN JUNE!

OMFG SO EXCITED!

Only seen Arron like, once?
Since he moved to California when i was in sec 2.

Arron you better become a hot angmoh. LOL

OH. And you owe me a hug. And a birthday present :)

I'd walk a thousand miles if i could just see you,

Tonight.

2010-04-22T21:46:00.005+08:00

The feeling of being all alone and left out is back again.

I tried ignoring it like the last time.

And you're not making it easy by being hot and cold all the time.

All the words that we said,

Was it real or was it all just lies?

I try so hard to be a better person and friend to you,

But you treat me like crap and take me for granted.

Am i really not important in you life at all?

Just where am i standing in your heart?

Honey, i appreciate everything between us and i don't want to lose someone like you.

Shall we go back and start all over again, please?

2010-04-11T19:48:00.002+08:00

Wakin up in the morning, you're the first thing on my mind
And even if I'm runin late, I'd never leave you behind
You're the best part of my day, you're my sweetest sensation
Better than any dream, in my imagination

And I've been needin to tell you, that I've felt this way for so long
And since you've been in my life, nothin has gone wrong

You make me dance like no ones watching
You make me love like I'd never be hurt
Ever since you've been around
My whole world has been turned
And I love you like I should, and I would cause I could
Cause you're crazy good

Whether hot or cold, or through the ups and downs, you send chills through my spine
No matter what our differences, you're always gonna be mine
You're my smiling face when I need a break, you're the sparkle in my eye
Together we're as one, we don't even need to try

You're the ocean breeze, the waves crashin on my feet
You are the sunlight on my face
You are the blue blue sky, you are the stars shining in the night
The one thing I'd never replace.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!
SRY IM LATE A FEW DAYS!

I LOVE YOU :)

2010-04-07T19:22:00.001+08:00

OMG

I heard that Jesse McCartney is going to release his new album this month!

I hope it true! :)

2010-04-03T14:38:00.002+08:00

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

You're the dream that i don't want to wake up to. :)

2010-03-31T18:26:00.002+08:00

My shooting targets! :)

First try : 69 marks/points, whatever u call that

Second try : 67 marks/points

It's not good compared to Jerrick or what lah, but whatever!
I passed my marksman! Yay! :)

That should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me, feeling your kiss
That should be me, buying you gifts
This is so wrong, i cant go on
Till you believe that that should be me.

2010-03-27T16:27:00.002+08:00

Slept till 1pm today.

I know what i like

And maybe its you. ♥

2010-03-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

OMG yesterday was a damn unlucky day for me!

It was raining when i went home,

But i had an umbrella so nvm right?

As i was walking from the bus stop to the traffic light at my house,

The wind blew my umbrella upside down!
So embarassing! :(

So i stood in the rain like an idiot.

LOL

Then this nice lady came over to shelter me.

Haha

Yay for nice lady! :)

Today was school sports carnival day!
Quite boring lah.

Haha.

Camwhored with hyewon, maddy and wenjing in the toilet.

LOL

Then joined yongwen laopo <3

We kept eating nonstop!

HAHAHA.

After the sports carnival we went out!
First to Tampines for Subway, which was yummy btw. :p and then went to Popular.

And on the way, we saw this super cute shoeee!

It has like, flowery patterns! LOVE!

After that, train-ed to Dhoby Ghaut to collect sis's birthday present.

I love her present! I wanna keep it for myself :( Haha!

While waiting for the blogshop owner in meeting.

Me and yongwen laopo went to This Fashion!
OMG i fell in love there!
With a bikini! LOL

It's bloody GORGEOUS!

I totally wanna buy it!

After collecting, we went to Bugis!
Walked around the mall and went to see shoes!
LOVES! I wanna buy shoes!!!

THEN THEN THEN!

WE WENT TO EAT DONUTS AT J.CO!

YUMS!

I ate like, 2 sugar donuts. LOL

I swear, i had a major sugar rush!
Was quite high on the train home. LOL

Love going out with yongwen :)

Drag me headfirst, fearless

2010-03-24T18:19:00.002+08:00

(Drag me head first, fearless)
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts I'm standing there
(Jump then fall)
On a balcony in summers air
(Jump then fall into me)

Youre on the phone with your girlfriend she's upset
Shes going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humor like I

(You stare at the phone)
But you were Romeo
(He still hasn't called)
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
(Can't feel nothing at all)
nd I was crying on the staircase
(When he said forever and always)
And I said

Romeo
(You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar)
(Forever and always)
I'll be waiting all thats left to do is run
(Today was a fairy tale)
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
(Only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star)
(Forever and always)
It's a love story baby

You should've said no
You should've gone home
I'm wondering if you'll ever be coming around
(Our song is the slammin' screen door)

I Should've been there
In the back of your mind
(Forever and always)
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said Romeo save me
(I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale)
I keep waiting
(Lead me up the stairwell)
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

Marry me Juliet
(You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar)
(Forever and always)
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
(Today was a fairy tale)
Our song is the slamming screen door
You belong with me
(Jump then head first fearless)
(I'm not a princess)

Romeo save me
(Only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star)
(Forever and always)
I've been here all along so why can't you
(This ain't a fairy tale)
(You should've said no)
Our song is the slamming screen door
You belong with me
(Jump then head first fearless)
(I'm not a princess)

Marry me Juliet
(You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar)
(Forever and always)
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
(Today was a fairy tale)
Our song is the slammin' screen door
You belong with me
(Jump then head first fearless)
(I'm not a princess)

Romeo save me
(Only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star)
(Forever and always)
I've been here all along so why can't you
(This ain't a fairy tale)
(You should've said no)
Our song is the slammin' screen door
(You belong with me)
It's a love story baby just say yes

LOVES! :)

2010-03-24T18:12:00.002+08:00

Haven't blogged in a looooooooong time!
Aaron's scolding me :(
Bad arron!

HAHAHA.

Anyhoo, peektures! :)

I love my Hei Bai Zhu!

ShiYunnnnnnnnn! wo ai niiiiii! <3

Oh btw!
I finally bought a new wallet!
Damn bloody cheapskate. ( Stupid aaron, dont want buy for me new 1! )
Only $3 O.0

I know right!
But i think its damn nice so i bought it!
HAHAHA

Our song is the way he laughs

2010-03-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

OMG Jesse McCartney is hot!

He's like the epitome of hotness !

LOL

Random much. :p

2010-03-07T00:45:00.003+08:00

Went out with HyeWon and YongWen for movie today!

Was supposed to wach Valentine's Day but they stopped showing that show :(
Boo!

So in the end we watched Alice In Wonderland instead!
It was quite nice!
But we didn't wach it in 3D because the timing was quite late
Hahas.

I spent so much money today!
Almost $60 plus?
Mad broke now! :(

Decided to post pictures since i haven't done that in a looooong time!
So excuse my retardness.

LOL

Bought 2 pairs of sunglasses today!
Mighty happy because i love them! :)
Gonna bring both to Malacca trip!
Everyday wear different!

HyeWon chose this pair for me!
The shape of the lens is super cute,
It's not the usual round/oval shaped ( How do u even descride sunglasses? LOL )

I don't know how to describe the shape lah!
Maybe i'll post pictures of it next time :)

The second pair i chose myself!
Hahas i thought it was so cool can!
The lens is reflective like a mirror!

I can see outside damn clearly,
but the people outside can only see themselves on my lens
How cool is that?! :)

Took some pictures with HyeWon and YongWen,
shall post when HyeWon posts it up on facebook! :)

Unbroken

2010-03-04T17:58:00.002+08:00

Splurged on this awesome pleat top just because SOMEBOBY told me i deserve it.
Haha!
I bought in both colours!

Now im broke, again :(
Boo!

Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down.

2010-03-03T19:18:00.002+08:00

Stole from class blog! LOL
Fanny is lame!
So true, btw :)

*coughcoughs

I specially dedicate this post to MR.CHER!

1st step : Mr Cher and Miss Tan step in.

2nd step : "ALRIGHT CLASS ! GOOD MORNING 3E3!"

3rd step : *Class never hear* "GOOOOOOOD MORNINGGGGGGGG 3E3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

4th step : Class - good morning Mr Cher and Mrs.Cher ! xD

5th step : "diao face from Mr Cher and Miss Tan"

6th step : Miss Tan goes to the back, Mr cher - " Alright 3E3, please take out your indices note."

7th step : - Goes through -

8th step : Mr Cher - "Ahh!!! Where's my pen?" -Found his pen-, continue and go through.

9th step : Mr Cher - "Alright class! Please hand up you 1D and 1E to xiaolong by today if not I will give you a '0' I'm serious!"

10th step : Mr Cher - ""Alright class! Stand up ! Thank you 3E3 ! Class : Thank you Mr and Mrs.Cher ! xD

And that marks the end of a Maths Lesson.

P.S : See, Mr.Cher, I so attentive in your class right ?! I memorize everything you do and say leys ! xD

Hahas.

I'm crapping but whatever.

Now for peeks ! :D

Nothing much. :X

Fanny. :D

Ok, Bye.

omg AARON! IM SO EXCITED FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY!
AND I KNOW YOU'RE READING ALTHOUGH YOU ALWAYS SAY U NEVER READ :)

2010-02-28T19:31:00.002+08:00

I cannot wait for exams to be over! :)

Only 1 more day!

There's so many movies i wanna watch!

1. Valentine's day ( Watching with Hyewon and the rest on Sat i think )

2. Dear John

3. Alice In Wonderland.

4. That Miley Cryus movie. Think it's called ~~The Last goodbye~~ or something.

* just checked. its called The Last Song

Hahas

Note to self:

Find Nicholas Spark's books in the library! :)

2010-02-26T16:05:00.003+08:00

Started watching this drama because YongWen told me about it.
And for the first time i actually agree with her!
This drama is super nice to watch and super romantic!

OMG i actually don't like the guy actor,
But after watching i think he's so goodlooking!
Haha.

Watch it people! :)

不要爱我只要抱着我

2010-02-15T17:45:00.003+08:00

Yeah, ok.

I admit.

Im a liar.

I promised i'd post.

I didn't.

So who cares?

Life sucks.

2010-02-02T17:20:00.000+08:00

Wee~

It's twin's birthday! :)

Happy birthday twinneh!

Love you sooo much!

Can't wait to see you tomorrow!

Heehee

So excited :)

2010-02-01T19:43:00.002+08:00

MY LATEST OBSESSION!

Isn't he SOOOOO cute?!
* Lets out excited girly squeal *
Teehee!

He has a body like a devil and a voice of an angel!
Just like my darling Jesse! :)
Heehee.

His youtube channel : http://www.youtube.com/user/TylerWardMusic

I downloaded practially all his songs!
Except for those on his CD,
Coz he doesn't post them up on youtube :(

But i can listen to 1 of his CD here: http://www.reverbnation.com/controller/audio_player/detachable_player/artist_26423?autoPlay=true
You can listen to it too!

He's @%$*#%$&($&$@! AMAZING!
And did i mention cute? :p

Daddy and builing says he's ugly coz i set him at my computer's wallpaper!
@%$*#%$&($&$@!
Aww shucks, Screw them :p

I love him~

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-01-31T22:48:00.002+08:00

Muahahah!

You know you wanna watch it :)

2010-01-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

Credits to Fanny :)

Oh yeah, we had dry shoot for Npcc this week also!

It was quite fun i guess.
Hahas.

Basically we just heard the police guy talk about the .22 revolver n safety rules all that.

Then after that we practise shooting with fake bullets.
LOL.

The revolour was hard to press lor! :(
Then my finger damn numb after that.
Hahas

Quite looking forward to the real shoot
Although real shoot very boring coz me have 2 wait for super long before we can shoot! :(

Oh well.

Anyway!
Birthday coming!
So excited :)

PRESENTS!!!
Lololol :)

2010-01-30T14:37:00.001+08:00

Going pen shopping later.

LOL.

I love shopping for pens! :)

Im fighting for you,

In the battlefield of love,

2010-01-24T19:28:00.003+08:00

Behind every smile, hides a sad story.

I wish you happiness,
But at the same time, when i see you happy,
I feel bad for myself that im not like you.

To be selfish is part of being human.
And i hate myself for that.

Im just fighting for my life

2010-01-23T15:17:00.002+08:00

Im feeling so low today.

You know the feeling you get when you remember about something or someone that was once so close to your heart,
And you know that you have lost that person forever?

Yeah. So.
I know it's no use to keep thinking and wishing that i cherished our friendship more,
But i still wish i did though.

Somehow although we drifted apart in Primary 5,
We still took the bus home together everyday.

I though that after leaving for Secondary school we would at least still remain close.
But no, that didn't happened.

Something about absence that makes the heart fonder.
It's all bullshit.

2010-01-17T03:06:00.001+08:00

No updates for a week again!

Sryyy! :(

Anyway, i love YongWen, Maddy and HyeWon!

Thanks for helping out today!

Treat you to bubble tea on Monday!

I swear! :)

Ohohoh! i ordered $133 worth of accessories from Forever21 website.

Hope don't have OOS items!

So super excited :)

Will post pictures next time!

2010-01-11T19:22:00.003+08:00

School on Monday is AWESOME.

Start 8.30, have Lit then followed by Chinese.

Then from 10.25 no lessons till 1.45! O.o

Got to emo by myself .

LOL

Saving money for Forever21 shopping spree! :)

2010-01-10T00:42:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates!

I was waiting for the week to be over before i blog all about it in one go :)

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Ok,

So Monday was finally the first day of school!

Was totally not looking forward to it because all my good friends not with me anymore! :(

I have phobia of drifting away from close friends! :(

But anyway, my Monday timetable is super slack!

Reach school by before 8.30,

Then got Lit and followed by Chinese.

And i have no more lesson from 10.25 all the way to 1.45.

But cannot go home!

Wth right? O.o

I'll be alone leh! :(

And, im not sure if i will like Geog this year :(

I was REALLY hoping Miss Oh will teach me!

It's fucking unfair how the good classes always get the better teachers.

Argh.

On the bright side,

I think i actually like my Lit teacher!

Yeah yeah, weird i know.

I find Mrs Cheong quite nice in class.

She's only mean to people outside class.

LOL

But she always call me first to answer questions in class,

Make me damn nervous.

Hahas.

The other day we were in the AVA, 1 period before Lit lesson.

And we were released late,

So we were running to Lit class,

Because the previous lesson Mrs Cheong sort of scolded us because the teacher released us late,

Then got other sec people who saw us running say " Wah, going Mrs Cheong class arh? "

LOL

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Friday was UG CCA Trials.

I was doing drills.

We march the whole day!

So tired ok!

Towards the end Eric sir suddenly make us march around the whole school.

Damn fun sia!

Haha

Then when he shout " 1 2 3 "

We have to shout back " left right left! "

Thne when we march past the sec 1 we shout damn loudly

After that, thought can finally go home,

But Eric sir make us set up campfire stage!

LOL FREE LABOUR SIA!

Although tired, but fun fun fun!

Especially when the guys were carrying/dragging the sand!

Cause they didn't know the bottom of the bag got this huge hole so the sand was all leaking out

I was about to tell them then i heard someone ask " Eh, why the bag like getting lighter arh? "

LOL! I started laughing like mad can!

I think yesterday i laugh alot during Npcc!

Hahas

Then when me and Syahirah Baboon were cleaning the and up,

Alot of sec 1 pass us and i was like " DON'T JOIN NCC! JOIN NPCC! "

Then the NCC Jess heard me and was like " WHAT?! "

HAHAHA

OHOHOH! I PASSES COPORAL TEST!

MUAHAHAHA!

GOSH, IM SO SHOCKED!

I though i surely fail! :)

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Ooo, my darling YongWen, Geraldine and Maddy were in the sec 1 camp!

LOL i bet they corupted the sec 1 innocent mind!

Especially Geraldine!

That dirty minded girl! :)

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Today had CIP activity, Flag Day!

I hate Flag Day!

Ever since SANA i got phobia!

LOL

I had to go Parkway AGAIN!

I was like, super hyper at the beginning

But then after that i sian sian already

LOL.

I don't think i got even $20 >.<"

Means no CIP hours!

Wasted my 5 hours there!

HATE FLAG DAY!

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ANYWAY.

http://www.book-affairs.blogspot.com/

SUPPORT! :)

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Ok bye~

JESSE JESSE JESSE JESSE! :)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-01-05T19:52:00.003+08:00

Today i realised that alot of blogshop owners are really nice and helpful!

I sent a mass email regarding my supplier going MIA with my $178

And asked them to help me if they have any information on her,

Many of them replied me although they didn't know her

And wished me luck!

So touched! :)

Anyway, i made a police report against her.

Hope they catch her soon!

2010-01-03T14:33:00.002+08:00

I confess that in 2009, I have...

( √ ) stayed single for the whole year.

( ) made out in/on a car

( ) kissed in the snow

( ) celebrated Halloween

( ) kissed in the rain

( √ ) had your heart broken

( ) broke someone else’s heart

( ) had a stalker

( √ ) went over the minutes on your cell phone

( √ ) had a good relationship with someone

( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation

( ) gotten pregnant

( ) had an abortion

( √ ) had a relationship with someone you’ll never forget

( √ ) done something you’ve regretted

( ) lost faith in love

( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER

( √ ) painted a picture

( √ ) wrote a poem

( √ ) ran a mile ( Thats about 1.6 km )

( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch

( √ ) posted a blog

( √ ) listened to music you couldn’t stand.

( ) went to a sleepover

( √ ) went camping

( ) threw a surprise party

( √ ) laughed till you cried

( ) laughed till you peed in your pants

( √ ) visited a foreign country

( √ ) cut in a line of waiting people

( √ ) told someone you were busy when you weren’t.

( ) partied to celebrate the new year

( ) cooked a disastrous meal

( √ ) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…

( √ ) broke a promise

( √ ) lied

( √ ) went behind your parents back

( ) cried over a broken heart

( √ ) disappointed someone close

( √ ) hid a secret

( √ ) pretended to be happy

( ) slept under the stars

( ) kept your new years resolution

( √ ) forgot your new years resolution

( √ ) met someone who changed your life

( ) met one of your idols

( ) changed your outlook on life

( √ ) sat home all day doing nothing

( √ ) pretended to be sick

( √ ) left the country

( ) almost died

( √ ) given up something important to you

( √ ) lost something expensive

( ) learned something new about yourself

( √ ) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it

( ) made a change in your life

( ) found out who your true friends were

( √ ) met great people

( √ ) stayed up til sunrise

( ) cried over the silliest thing

( ) was never home on weekends

( ) got into a car accident

( √ ) had friends who were drifting away from you.

( ) had someone close to you die

( √ ) had a high cell phone bill

( √ ) spent most of your money on food

( ) had a fist fight

( ) went to the beach with your bf/gf

( ) saw a celebrity

( √ ) gotten sick

( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time

( √ ) became closer with a lot of people

2010-01-01T01:18:00.003+08:00

Ok so anyway,

Whats the big deal about New Year?

Everyone's just like " Omg it's New Year! Happy New Year! Love you!! "

And i'll just be like " Yeah! Love you too! Happy New Year! "

But in actual fact, im thinking, Whats your problem lady? Its just New Year.

I mean, to me New Year is just a day, like any other.

Just that you start writing dates as 2010, not 2009.

People say that " It's New Year! Time to make resolutions! It's a brand new start! "

Come on, give me a break people!

You can make resolutions ANYTIME.
Besides, it won't be of any use if you make them and don't bother following them.

Thats why i never bother making resolutions at all.

I know i won't follow them anyway.

Yeah so. Thats it.

Random ranting.

Haha.

Ignore me. O.o

2010-01-01T00:10:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year y'all!

Thanks for being such awesome friends throughout ths whole year,
I love you guys so much!

Will blog more later,
Gtg bathe now :)

Toodles~

2009-12-28T16:57:00.003+08:00

Sry im just really bored.
Not like anybody read it anyway.
Hahaha

1. what are three ways to win your heart?
♥ Can make me laugh
♥ Can argue with me all the time, but let me win :p
♥ OK looking also can lah, as long as i like. HAHA

2. do you like lightning?
♥ No. Ask Arron. :p
LOL i would call him in the middle of the night and scream " OMG LIGHTNING! "

3. have you ever cut someone else’s hair?
♥ LOL no, that would end up like a diasaster.
No wait, do barbie dolls count? O.o

4. last person you said ‘i hate you’ to?
♥ Hmm, i think my dad, or my sister.
Joking of course.

5. rain or sunshine?
♥ I like sunshine, but not too bright, and rain but not too heavy.
LOL im a freak. >.<"

6. last stupid thing you said to anyone?
♥ Eh, Can't remember. Haha

7. biggest turn off?
♥ I really hate people who smoke in public. NOBODY appreciates your stinking smoke, esp when theey're walking behind you!

8. fave movie?
♥ I have LOADS of favourite movies! :)

9. would you date someone who smokes?
♥ NO WAY. I don't like smokers. :/

10. would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
♥ EVEN MORE NO WAY like duhh. -.-

11. what’s your biggest turn on, physically?
♥ Dunno? Haha

12. would you have sex w. someone you weren’t dating?
♥ ... Would you?

13. have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them?
♥ Dunno, not really i guess.
Haha

14. have you ever dated someone more than once?
♥ No?

15. if you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be?
♥ JESSE MCCARTNEY, BABY! :))

16. what’s your relationship status?
♥ Single.

17. do you like cuddling?
♥ OK i guess. But i kind of feel suffocated when people hug me, haha.
Weird.

18. do you hold grudges?
♥ Yeah, im damn petty. :p
So what?!
DON'T JUDGE ME OK!
LOL

19. do you regret dating anyone?
♥ No :)

20. hugger or kisser?
♥ Dunno? Haha

21. missing someone?
♥ Yeah. :)

22. most important lesson you’ve learned from your exes?
♥ Nothing, they're all losers.
Booya!

23. are you happier single or in a relationship?
♥ I think either way, there are still times where you will be happy/ unhappy.

24. how important are looks?
♥ Imporant. DURH.

25. would you rather date someone who is SUPER HOT or someone who is nice?
♥ I'd prefer both :)

26. do you stay friends w/ the people you’ve dated?
♥ Yeah i guess.
Just don't talk much anymore.

27. would you fight over someone you wanted to be with?
♥ Like as in cat fight with another girl?
LOL dunno?

28. do you kiss on the 1st date?
♥ Depends i guess.

29. if someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
♥ No, a leopard never changes it's spots.

30. some random girl comes up to you and says “who the hell are you”? What do you say back?
♥ Who the hell are YOU?

31. are you spoiled?
♥ LOL i think so?
But im not a brat!

32. name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship?
♥ Lying
♥ Cheating.
♥ Can't think of anything else. Haha

33. which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute?
♥ LOL! None.

34. did you miss anyone today?
♥ No, i was just too bored to do anything.

35. last person to see you cry?
♥ Eh. Nobody.

36. Who/what made you cry?
♥ A certain person. :p

37. are you a forgiving person?
♥ No. Unfortunately.
I hold grudges for a looooooooong loooooooong time. :)

38. would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend?
♥ Obviously NO.

39. i’ve come to realize the last person who gave me a hug…
♥ Sister, haha

40. are most of your friends guys or girls?
♥ Girls.

41. how long does it take you to get ready to go out ?
♥ 30 min or more? :p

42. how many people do you know of named Adam ?
♥ Don't think i know. Haha

43. are any of your friends cheerleaders ?
♥ Nope.

44. what was the last thing you burnt ?
♥ Nothing, dont't cook. :)

45. what is your full name?
♥ Lee Hui Fang

46. what color is the bra you have on now ?
♥ Blue. With laces around the rims n a ribbon in the center.
Ok TMI. Sry. Obscene much. :)

47. do you straighten your hair every day?
♥ No, only when im going out.

48. do you worry about the size of your boobs?
♥ LOL ok which girl doesn't?
Girls with small boobs i mean.
Ask YongWen, i complain all the time. :)

49. are you the typical girl who’s addicted to gossip?
♥ Not addicted, but i do enjoy a good gossip time to time. :)

50. what are your favorite girly magazines?
♥ Is Seventeen a girly mag? I guess, yeah.

51. did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
♥ Heehee, yeah.
Even if he doesn't know. :p

52. did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
♥ Not romance movies.
I cried in 200 pounds beauty, UP ( Unbelievable, yes. ), My sister's keeper.

YongWen always cries in movies.
I just look over at the sad parts and i see her crying. CONFIRM.

53. would you leave the house without makeup on?
♥ Yes. I don't put much on anyway.
Just concealer, foundation and clear mascara.
And sometimes eyeliner and gloss.

54. what’s the biggest turn on about guys?
♥ Ablity to make me feel better even when i feel and look like crap ( That's easy, considering im not the prettiest girl on earth. Understatement of the century. )

55. are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle?
♥ Middle? O.o

56. is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?
♥ Err, sometimes?
I do love black though.

57. what’s the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
♥ Errr .. My clothes are all cheap!
Most expensive only about $100?

58. what color do you absolutely despise?
♥ Argh, off white.
Looks like puke

59. have you ever stole?
♥ LOL does stealing food in the kitchen while mama cooks count? O.o

60. have you set your hair on fire?
♥ Not yet, thank you very much.

61. do you wear sweat pants?
♥ Sometimes, when i feel lazy

62. do you know anyone who has lost their virginity?
♥ LOL YEAH. People with children and married.

63. have you ever ran into a door because you didn’t see it?
♥ LOL nope.

64. doesn’t 50 Cent suck?
♥ Don't really listen to rappers or gangsta music.
Haha

65. do you like hugs and kisses(xoxo :) )?
♥ I love using the XOXO word :)

66. do you act gangster?
♥ Yo yo whats up ma peeps?

Ok LOL epic fail
Guess the answer is nope.

67. ever made a prank phone call?
♥ Yeah! Haha!

68. last kiss?
♥ My daddy :)

69. what bill do you hate paying most?
♥ Argh, my shopping bills.

70. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
♥ Don't have lah! Haha

71. what did you want to be when you were growing up?
♥ Er. Spy?

But thats like not gonna work out since im such a klutz

72. favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy?
♥ Hmm, movie then nice dinner? O.o

73. when did you first start feeling older?
♥ Hmm... This year? LOL

74. favorite guilty pleasure?
♥ Constantly eaing junk food!

75. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with?
♥ JESE MACCARTNEY!!!

76. what famous person would you like to date?
♥ JESSE MCCARTNEY!!! :)

78. what do you hate about your school?
♥ Argh, EVERY SINGLE FREAKING THING ABOUT MY SCHOOL.

79. last person whose bed you laid on besides your own?
♥ Parent's bed.

80. have you lost a friend recently?
♥ Nope :)

81. ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
♥ As in with other people?
Then yes. :)

82. do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
♥ Yup! :)

83. is it easier to forgive, or to forget?
♥ Both difficult.
But i take longer to forget, i never do!
Muahahaha!

84. do you give out second chances too easily?
♥ Only to people who really matter. :)

85. is your best friend pretty?
♥ ALL MY FRIENDS ARE PRETTY! :)
( Everybody say: Awwww... )

86. is it awkward when you run into your exes?
♥ Yeah, weird.

87. have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
♥ Nope.

88. can you make yourself cry?
♥ No, i find it hard to even cry for some weird reason.
Don't like people seeing me weak.

89. is your life simple or complicated?
♥ Mix?

90. are you easily confused?
♥ LOL yeah.
As confused as a deer in headlights. O.o

92. are you taller than 5′4″?
♥ No :( Shorter by about 2CM

93. have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
♥ Yeah. :( Stupid old me.

94. is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
♥ Yupyup, black.
Looks abit brown sometimes.
Haha.

95. does everything really happen for a reason?
♥ Phish, no

2009-12-28T01:05:00.002+08:00

You know those things that come in a little tube that sells like $1.20 per packet?

Yeah i bought it,
and blew a snowman!

( And yes, i know it looks nothing like a snowman. )
But what the heck.

I called him BOB. :)

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BOB died. :(

OMG im so lame.

2009-12-25T02:35:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!

Hope you all got loads of pressies! :)

2009-12-24T13:59:00.002+08:00

Wee~ My anouther christmas pressie from daddy!
Thats my second present from him, LOL

Why is everybody so generous nowadays? O.o

Having gift exchange with Maddy, Wen Jing, Geraldine and Yong Wen
Dunno what to buy for them!
Except for Yong Wen,
Coz we choose what we want already
Haha!

Thats better right?
At least you know that they will use it,
Rather then you buying something that the other person won't use :)

Ok, bye.

2009-12-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

My Christmas present from mummy!

Haha so excited :)

Gonna wear the dress during New Year :)

2009-12-17T20:01:00.006+08:00

My Wishlist! :)

1. Blank coloured CDs
From Challenger or SimLim or any other electronics shop
Price: ?

2. White Oxford Heels
Price: ?

3. Customised lip gloss / tube
http://www.yummydeals.weebly.com/

Lip Tube:

#R15 ( Bordeaux Gliter ) + #Wo1 ( Mica Powder Plain )
Strawberry Flavour
Price: $6 + $1 ( 1 spoonful extra mica powder ) + $1 ( Titanium Dioxide) + $1 ( vitamin E ) = $9

Lip Tube:
#R14 ( Very Coral ) + #W02 ( Ultra Shimmer )
Peach Flavour
Price: $6 + $1 ( 1 spoonful extra mica powder ) + $1 (Titanium Dioxide ) + $1 ( vitamin E ) = $9

Lip Gloss:
#P13 ( Aruban Coral ) + #W01 ( Mica Powder Plain )
Vanilla Flavour
Price: $8 + $1 ( 1 spoonful extra mica powder ) + $1 (Titanium Dioxide ) + $1 ( vitamin E ) = $11

Lip Gloss:
#P09 ( Hot Side pink ) + #P08 ( Chrome Carmine ) + #W01 ( Mica Powder Plain )
Raspberry Flavour
Price: $8 + $2 ( s spoonful extra mica powder ) + $1 (Titanium Dioxide ) + $1 ( vitamin E ) = $12

4. CVS Essence of Beauty Brush Set
Price: $24
From: http://glamour-tonight.blogspot.com/

5. 56 Palette
Price: $26
From: http://glamour-tonight.blogspot.com/

6. 15 Mini Conceal & Correct Palette
Price: $22
From: http://glamour-tonight.blogspot.com/

2009-12-15T01:14:00.001+08:00

LOL

" wetslicks fruits spritzers
easy breezy beautiful cover girl "

Try saying that, seriously.

2009-12-12T01:37:00.004+08:00

Went guppy catching today!
Hahas

It was quite fun! :)

2009-12-08T13:39:00.001+08:00

I cried :((

2009-12-05T00:59:00.001+08:00

Very much in the Christmas mood right now :)

Listening to Taylor Swift's christmas album
Very nice :)

There were Christmasses when you were mine.

2009-12-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i suddenly realised,
No matter how hard i tried,
I can't seem to remember your face.

The face i used to see every single day.
I just can't picture that face in my mind anymore.

Sometimes i wish i had the courage to just talk to you again.

I feel so stupid.

In love with a stranger.

2009-12-02T14:21:00.004+08:00

Sry for not rotating the photo!

My phone cover!

Chio right? :)
It looks much nicer when i put on my phone,
Hahas

2009-12-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

After so much,
It's still never the same between us.

I guess promises are just so easily broken.

The only reason people hold onto memories so tight,
Is because memories are the only things that don’t change,
When everything else does.

2009-11-30T23:25:00.002+08:00

Today went out with Wen Jing, Maddy and Hye Won!

Stupid Maddy made us about 15 minutes late for our movie
Because she was late half an hour! :(

But nevermind!
Because we watched 2012,
and i already watched it before,
So i knew what i missed :)

After the movie we went to Pasir Ris Park!
Play for about half an hour?
Me, Maddy and Hye Won went back and Wen Jing went to her chalet.

And i went to eat Subway at Whitesands!

Yum yum!

I love subway! :)

2009-11-30T13:15:00.003+08:00

Haha!
Taylor Swift's so cute :)

Lyrics!
I like glitter and sparkly dresses,
but I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue

I like baking and things that smell like winter
but I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue

La la la la la la

I like writing songs about douche bags who cheat on me
but I'm not gonna say that
In my Monologue

I like writing their names into songs so they're a shame to go in public
But I'm not gonna say that
In my monologue

La la la la la la la
This is my musical monologue

You might think I'd bring up Joe,
the guy who broke up with me over the phone
but I'm not gonna mention him
In my monologue

HEY JOE, I'm doin' real well,
tonight im hosting SNL,
but i'm not gonna brag about that in my monologue.

La la la Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha Ha ha ha
La la la

And if you're wondering if I might be dating that werewolf in Twilight
( Mouths: Hi Taylor
*Winks and blows kiss* )
I'm not gonna comment on that
In my monologue

La la la la la la la
This is, my musical monologue

You might be expecting me to say
Something bad about Kanye
And how he ran up on the stage
And ruined my VMA monologue

( Takes deep breath )
But there's nothing more to say
Everything's okay
I've got security lining the stage

In my SNL Monologue

La la la la la la la
This is my SNL monologue

La la la la la la la
That was my SNL monologue

2009-11-30T00:18:00.009+08:00

My awesome list of things I love!

My family.

Coz i know no matter what,
They will be the ones there for me when i need help.

And because i know im born in the family for a reason
And i can't escape either
Haha :)

Jesse McCartney!

Coz he's my future husband! :p

And he's the CUTEST thing on earth ever!
I LOVE YOU!!!

Taylor Swift!

Cause she's so super pretty
And her singing rocks! :)

My sister

Coz i remember the time i needed help and she just agreed to help without asking any questions.

And nomatter what we will still be sisters.

Remember we say we will live together until we're old and u will die first,
then i will be a lonely old woman?

Haha

Thank you and i love you sis! :)

My twin!

Coz my twin's been through so much with me :)
After 4 years we're still close friends despite many of our primary school friends not being friends anymore.
And i love you so much!

I cannot live without you!

Don't leave me every k?

Thanks you being my one and only twin!
Nobody can ever replace you in my heart!
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU! :)
You're the BEST twin one could ever have!

SHOPPING!

Coz shopping is better then ANY therapy out there :)

<3>

This photo

Coz i will be reminded of that awesome day we had

And i always laugh at how funny Hye Won looks :p

Everyone here

Coz i just love you guys for being my friends!

Hye Won for being the siao one, always entertaining us with her "awesome" singing.

Maddy for being the person i always argue with

And Yong Wen for always going out with me and being my gossip mate!

Spongebob!
And maybe Patrick? :)

Coz they are the cutest and most retarded cartoons ever! :)

Music.

Coz i can't imagine life without music :)

This awesome list will be updated regularly.
Link of this post is under the Profile section!
Check it out everytime you come ok? :)

2009-11-28T23:15:00.003+08:00

My room before and after :)

I removed all the posters and pictures.
Still getting used to the plain wall,
Hahas.

Im gonna find new posters to put!
If anybody got posters of Jesse McCartney, Taylor Swift or Liverpool must give me ok! :)

It's been two years,

Do you know I still have your present in my drawer?

2009-11-28T16:44:00.001+08:00

Yeah. So.
Im bored O.o

I've read 6 books in 2 days.
My god.

2009-11-28T00:40:00.002+08:00

Hahaha
It's always so funny to hear songs in Simlish!

2009-11-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

" The moment we stop fighting for each other, this is the moment we lose our humanity. "

Watched 2012 today!
Finally! :)

It's really super nice!
If you haven't watched it, you should go!
It's really touching also,
I almost cried alot of times,
Hahas.

It's really kind of scary right?
If it's true.
I think i'd rather be crushed to death
Because i think to die by drowning is one of the worse ways to die...

Time For Miracles
Adam Lambert

This sing rocks!

He actually looks kind of weird without the eyeliner.
He looks hotter with eyeliner,
Haha.

This song is actually written by this person called Alain Johannes
That person wrote this song for Natasha Shneider who had cancer and died.
So sad :(

Baby, you know, maybe it's time for miracles.
Cause' i ain't giving for on love.

2009-11-22T16:42:00.000+08:00

Im in love with my coloured contacts! :)

So anyway, yesterday went out with Hyewon, Yongwen and Maddy!
Wanted to watch 2012 but stupid Yongwen already watched and Maddy watching next week! :(

So in the end we watched Christnas Carol.
It sucked big time can?
It was super boring lor!
And at first i thought it would be nice...
Oh well.

Sooo... who wanna watch 2012 with me? :)
Arron?
*hint hint*
Hahas

Kristinia DeBarge - Goodbye is damn nice btw!
That song has been stuck in my head since forever.
Haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LP-yuipInwY&feature=channel

2009-11-20T00:36:00.002+08:00

Went out for dinner today!

At near Parkway, Paramount hotels there.

Finally got a chance to wear a dress!

I love wearing dresses!

Makes me feel so elegant!

Hahas :)

Our song is the slammin' screen door,

Sneaking out late,

Tapping on your window.

2009-11-17T20:17:00.001+08:00

Hungry are the Dead

Click here to play this game

This game is so fun!
I could play it all day :)

2009-11-16T20:08:00.001+08:00

Two days past eighteen
He was waitin' for the bus in his army greens
Sat down in a booth in a cafe there
Gave his order to the girl with a bow in her hair
He's a little shy so she gave him a smile
So he said would you mind sittin' down for a while
And talkin' to me I'm feelin' a little low
She said I'm off in an hour and I know where we can go

So they went down and they sat on the pier
He said I bet you got a boyfriend but I don't care
I've got no one to send a letter to
Would you mind if I sent one back here to you?

I cried
Never gonna hold the hand of another guy
Too young for him they told her
Waitin' for the love of the travelin' soldier
Our love will never end
Waitin' for the soldier to come back again
Never more to be alone
When the letter says a soldier's coming home

So the letters came
From an army camp
In California then Vietnam
And he told his heart
It might be love
And all of the things he was so scared of
Said when it's gettin kinda tough over here
I think about that day sittin' down at the pier
And close my eyes and see your pretty smile
Now don't worry but I won't be able to write for a while

One Friday night at a football game
The Lord's Prayer said and the anthem sang
A man said folks would you bow your heads
For the list of local Vietnam dead
Cryin' all alone under the stands
Was the piccolo player in the marching band
And one name read and no one really cared
But a pretty little girl with a bow in her hair

2009-11-16T12:47:00.002+08:00

Im back~

Camp was tough,
More tiring then OBS.

But i guess somewhat i enjoyed it lah :)

The first day was kind of a mess,
We had to sort out our grouping and everything.
Didn't really do anything much,
At night we had a mock campfire.

The second day was really tiring!

We did kayaking, rope activities and land expedition in the day and campfire at night.

I was SO sleepy during campfire! >.<"

Finally the last day,
We did area clean up,

Followed by prize giving for best campers etc.

TIFFANY WON BEST FEMALE CAMPER!

WOOHOO~ :)

While walking back to the jetty,

Eric sir keep torturing us!

So tired already, still make us run practially all the way back to the jetty!

Hahas

Anyway, i slept for 14 hours after coming back home! :p

Now muscle ache all over >.<"

Waiting for the love of a traveling soldier.

2009-11-12T19:12:00.003+08:00

No, Aaron , im not dead :)

Getting ready to go for Npcc ATC.

CAMP!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :(

Will blog again when i come back and rested enough!

Im tired, okay?

Don't expect me to make time for you.

Maybe to some of us, we think that you are just a waste of our time.

The so called "event" you arrange never works out anyway.

Im still alive and kicking Arron.

NOT DEAD! :)

When you come my heart stops beating,

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding.

But I could wait forever.

2009-11-10T14:46:00.002+08:00

Yay!
I finally managed to put videos in my Zen!

OMG so happy!

It's like after trying so long since i got it last year

Finally did it!

SO HAPPY! :)

2009-11-09T18:24:00.002+08:00

Do you have any childhood heroes or any cartoons that you would wake up early to catch every Saturday or Sunday?

Well, I did.

My heroes were the Powerpuff Girls.
I remember waking up every Sunday at 9 to watch them beat Mojo Jojo's ass and save thw world from destruction.
Blossom was the leader, the most calm of the three.
Bubbles was the sute one, and cries and the slightest things.
Buttercup, the toughest of them all.
Professor, the guy who added super, spice and everything nice to create the Powerpuff Girls.
And lastly, Mojo Jojo, who always wanted to destroy the Powerpuff Girls.

My favourite cartoon show as a kid was definately Spongebob Squarepants.
Who could resist the cute and retarded antics of Spongebob and his loyal friend, Patrick?
There was also uber smart Sandy the Squrriel.
Squidward, who on the surface, hates Spongebob, but underneath, actually kind of likes Spongebob.
My Krabs, the money minded Krabby Patty Owner.
Plankton, the one-eyed monster who always tries means and ways to steal the krabby Patty recipe.
And lastly, Gary, Spongebob's pet snail who goes "meow" all the time.

So although you might be older now,
Does that mean you can't watch an occasional episode of your favourite cartoon show?
Do take a moment to think about that hero of yours and tell me!
I would love to know! :)

And how do we say our goodbyes
Do we laugh or cry

2009-11-07T14:35:00.002+08:00

I have no idea why my picture became so darn small!
Please click to enlarge :)

Day One

We boarded the bus and went to Pungol where the OBS reception area was.
We got to know our instructor.
His name is Evan and he's super nice. :)
And after a super long wait,
We finally boarded the boat to Pulau Ubin.

After we reached,
We packed all our stuff into our store.
After lunch, which was biscuits and bread,
We packed all our food for the next 4 days.
Couldn't do anything because it was raining :(

After that, we pitched up our tents.
Me, Karen, and Teng Teng snatched the tent that our instructor built!
Then he say we bully the guys.
Haha!

Dinner was rice
And there was no light! :(

Day Two

We went to kayak!
It was a double kayak.
I teamed with Teng Teng because Karen took the single kayak.
( Our group had 15 people )
We learned the stuff that i already learnt in the Npcc 1 star kayak course. :)
But the sea water tasted damn gross!

After lunch, we did belaying.
After that is rock climbing.
I was stuck halfway! :(
And my arms became super numb lah!

After that we pitched up our tents by ourselves,
In the forest!

Day Three

We carried a super heavy camping bag and walked from our camp site all the way to the other end of Pulau Ubin and hiked back!
Me and Karen were the navigators and we accidentally lead the group to the wrong plcae twice! :p
Super tired lah!
And when we finally reached the camp site,
We pitched up the tent and it started raining!
So all the tents were flooded :(
Me and karen slept outside n the cold while Teng Teng slept in the tent where there was a dry part...

Day Four

We kayaked back to camp!
32 kilometers!
There was rain and thunder and lightning!
Lucky we never kena struck if not sure die!

We were in the kayak the whole day, from morning to night.
Even lunch in the sea!
Really damn tired!

Me and Karen were the navigators AGAIN
But we didn't lead them to the wrong place! :)
And we were the only kayak with 2 girls.
The rest all 1 boy, 1 girl.
All the instructors say we did a great job! :)
So it's damn tiring, but worth it!

Dinner was fried rice!
It was celebration dinner :)
Evan cooked desert for us!
It was super yummy!

That night we didn't pitch tent,
Slept in the shelter.
But still damn cold.
In fact, i was freezing in Pulau Ubin every night and morning!

Day Five

Finally the last day!
The whole morning we packed all our equipment and cleaned up the store.
We lost 2 knifes and 1 compass :(
Had to pay about $22 and i paid first.
Got people haven't pay me back! :(

But anyway, before we went back,
Evan told us this story and he said alot of thing to us.
For some reason i almost cried lah!
Dunno why, hahas.

Anyway, i found the story in the net.

At an airport I overheard a father and daughter in their last moments together.
They had announced her plane's departure and standing near the door, he said to his daughter, "I love you, I wish you enough."

She said, "Daddy, our life together has been more than enough.
Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Daddy."
They kissed good-bye and she left.

He walked over toward the window where I was seated.
Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry.
I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?"
"Yes, I have," I replied.

Saying that brought back memories I had of expressing my love and appreciation for all my Dad had done for me.
Recognizing that his days were limited, I took the time to tell him face to face how much he meant to me.
So I knew what this man was experiencing.

"Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?" I asked.
"I am old and she lives much too far away.
I have challenges ahead and the reality is, her next trip back will be for my funeral, " he said.
"When you were saying good-bye I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.'
May I ask what that means?"
He began to smile. "That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations.
My parents used to say it to everyone."

He paused for a moment and looking up as if trying to remember it in detail, he smiled even more.
"When we said 'I wish you enough,' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with enough good things to sustain them," he continued and then turning toward me he shared the following as if he were reciting it from memory.

"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Good-bye."

He then began to sob and walked away.

Sad right!
Hahas.

2009-11-01T12:35:00.000+08:00

2E1 '09

The camp tomorrow will be the last time 2E1 comes together as one.
But alot of people can't go to camp :(

Although i can't say that im very close to the people in my class,
But i'll still miss the people!

I'll miss all the awesome girls in our class,
Thanks for helping me whenever i need help.
Esp. Fanny! I love you!
Thanks for helping me and holding me when i fell down.

And Yong Wen for accompanying me home all the time.
But you still owe me bubble tea for not coming to camp! :(

I love smelly Madeline for being so crappy all the time!

I love Hye Won for being so crazy and weird and being able to make me laugh!

I love my baboon, Syahirah for being the most understanding and awesome friend!
I'll miss you in camp! :(

I love Geraldine for being uber lame and always having the ability for making me pissesd whenever im talking to you!

And to all the other 2E1-ians, i love you guys too! :)

Anyway, IM NOT SHORT! NO IM NOT! O.o

2009-11-01T01:07:00.001+08:00

Apparently this thing is called a Pygmy Jerboa.

It looks like a hamster with bird legs and rat tail.
Haha.

But looks mad cute can? :)

I like the way you sound in the morning
When we're on the phone.

2009-10-31T01:16:00.004+08:00

Look super unglam in all the photos :(

Today had BBQ with HyeWon, Madeline, Yongwen, Wenjing, Syahirah and Geraldine.

But Wenjing and Syahirah went home early :(

It was a failure because some food was yucky,

But we had alot of fun!

so yeah :)

Other pics with hyewon :)

2009-10-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

Just watched finish this hindi movie,

Called New York.

It's damn nice!
Not like the usual hindi films where they dance around the tree.

Hahas.

It's about terrorism.
If u wanna watch just tell me!

I have the link :)

2009-10-27T19:32:00.004+08:00

Women in uniform :)

Brazilian Army

Chinese Army

Indian Army

Israel Army

Korean Army

Russian Army

US Army

& finally the Best one

Pakistan Army

Haha!
Hls sent me this,
I found it really funny,
So i thought i'd post this up here :)

This is by no means insulting, or being rude to other religion.
This is for pure entertainment purposes.

2009-10-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

Im SOOOO bored :(

Life is boring!

2009-10-25T01:14:00.002+08:00

Im SO hungry! :(

Skipped dinner.

But just ate a big plate of bee hoon.

Was STILL hungry,

So cooked potato to eat.

But STILL hungry! :(

What's wrong with me today? O.o

So hungry...

Maybe it's not hunger.

Maybe it's just missing you :(

2009-10-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

Went to watch My Sister's Keeper today!
With HyeWon, Maddy, WenJing and YongWen.

The show is REALLY sad!

All five of us cried! :(

I think alot of people in the theater cried also,

Because i saw people wiping their eyes when the movie ended.

Hahas.

But WenJing is the most funny lah!

She cried so loudly i could hear her at the other end >.<"

And Maddy cried until her contacts dropped out!

LOL so 'kua zhang' right!

Anyway,

My, HyeWon and Maddy wanna watch Michael Jackson This Is It!

I asked Twin to come along!

Hope she can :)

Let's run away into the darkness.

2009-10-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

Woohoo~

Internet is MUCH faster after daddy turn off his laptop :)

But still slower than usual.

Anyway,

Yay, the super cute dress i bought came!

After opening it,

I realised something.

OMG i don't have anywhere to wear it to! :(

Got another red dress also,

No where to wear it to! :(

The other time also bought this really cute little black dress,

Only wore it once to a wedding :(

I feel like i neglected all my dresses.

Hahas

Sad Sad!

2009-10-23T18:20:00.002+08:00

Ugh,

Internet's being a bitch to me today :(

I took more than an hour to load HALF of a 3 MINUTE video!

And i have piano lesson later,

Sian.

On to happier things,

There was no Npcc today!

Woohoo~

I actually didn't know,

And stupidly brought my PT Kit with me.

So dumb right?

I was the only person to bring it with me. :(

Btw,

Twinnie!

Don't be scared for nightwalk!

You're the ghost,

People are supposed to be scared of YOU!

Not you scared!

Where got ghosts scared de? :)

Have fun k?

Love you twin!

Are you a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare?

But either way i don't want to wake up from you.

2009-10-21T19:33:00.002+08:00

I watched Titanic for the...
Millionth time again today?

Haha,
Suddenly felt like watching because me and a friend was talking about it. :)

It's super touching you know!
I cried like crap the whole time.
Hahas.
Especially the part where the band stayed back to play songs while the ship was sinking
And all the parts where they showed people staying in the ship while it was sinking..

Btw, does anybody else besides me think that Leonardo DiCargio looks like Jesse McCartney?
Im not saying that because i love Jesse McCartney,
But really!
They look like twins :)

Guess we're stil not friends.

2009-10-20T21:22:00.001+08:00

Jealousy kills.

2009-10-20T19:26:00.006+08:00

Done by syahirah's "awesome" photography skills. :)

Ok, so we went to the Singapore Zoo for our PW thing.

1 word : TIRED!

If you just realised
what i just realised,

Then we'd be perfect for each other :)

2009-10-19T20:15:00.002+08:00

Watched ( 500 ) Days Of Summer today!
With my twin!

The movie is really nice!
Super romantic! :)
And also a bit sad when the girl got married to another guy :(

The actor is seriously cute!
Even Twin agrees!
Hahas.

The actress seriously looks like Katy Perry, right?
But she's not...

Twin thinks the movie should be rated because got alot of kissing scences,
But i think ok lor..
It's also abit sick in a funny way :)
But the show's very funny!

Anyway, we saw Syahirah!
At first somebody was calling me and i looked back,
Then i didn't recongnised the person that called me.
and suddenly i saw Syahirah!
She looks really different.
Hahas, but still chio! :)

Tomorrow we have to bring children to the zoo.
Yucks.
So sian.. :(

You feel just like a dream to me.

2009-10-19T01:00:00.004+08:00

fifth, I MISS MY TWIN!
sixth, i i i want i want honey milk tea.
seven - i think my twin blog needs a tag board

From twin's blog.

Aww, so sweet!

I MISS YOU TOO TWIN!

But we'll be seeing each other tomorrow so that ok! :)

Andandand,

We can go drink bubbletea together tomorrow! :)

Twin,

you cna message me if there's anything!

No need for tagboard :)

I LOVE YOU TWIN!

My mistake, I didn't wanna be in love

2009-10-18T00:03:00.001+08:00

When my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you

2009-10-17T12:37:00.002+08:00

Haix, im such a spendthrift!
Almost all the money i earned i spent finish!
And thats a few hundred bucks! :(

Yet, i still owe daddy almost a hundred dollars O.o

Help?

2009-10-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

Lols,

I want to learn how to speak French!

It sounds darn sexy :)

But kind of difficult.

I only know Hello, Thankyou, Goodbye, Excuse me and Do you speak english

Hahas.

Im Sorry,

I can't be perfect.

2009-10-15T18:25:00.006+08:00

You look so beautiful today

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away

So I try to find the words that I could say

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I want to come back home to see your face tonight

'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

It's like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today

It's like every time I turn around I see your face

The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you

When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I want to come back home to see your face tonight

'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

It's like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever

I guess that's just the price I gotta pay

But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better

Until that day there's nothing else that I can do

And I just can't take it

I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever

I could wait forever.

Just give me the chance to prove it.

2009-10-14T20:40:00.001+08:00

I jus found myself randomly humming

"Santa Claus Is Coming To Town"

It's only October now >.<"

We're under the mistletoe.

Go on and kiss the girl. :)

2009-10-14T19:31:00.002+08:00

Argh.
My whole body is aching! :(

And im super sunburned!

I look like a bloody red lobster

And my hand is so painful i can't even hold my pen properly!

Anyway,

We received our Science, History and English results today!

My Science was damn lousy!

Only 56/100!

Omg.

Cannot go into any Science class anymore!

Haix! :(

We went to National Museum today after school.

HyeWon was being damn funny :)

How could this happen to me?

2009-10-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

Ok, so yesterday and today had Kayaking course!
It's fun lah,
But super tiring! :(

Im aching everywhere!
And sunburnt also!

See the difference?
Hahas (my fat arms >.<")

Tiffany said that her coach tell her that if we put baby lotion then we will become whiter,
So we faster rush to go and buy after Kayaking.
bought Johnson's Baby lotion.
Hahas.

Btw, i passed the course!
Haha!

I actually quite like my coach.
I call him Uncle because i can't remember his name. :p
He's 65 years old!
Pro right?
So old already still so heathy and strong!
I must be like him when i grow old! :)

He always encourage us,
Saying stuff like "Good good!"
Then when we finally finished the whole course and paddle to the jetty,
He was like "Good! im so proud of you!"
Heehee :)

But i was damn scared because the waves suddenly became very big.
I was grabbing Angie's boat,
Screaming "Omg i damn scared!"
LOL

I keep screaming also when we had to paddle by ourself to the dock so we could get out of the boat.
I was like "OMG IM FLOATING AWAY! I SCARED!"
Hahas,
But i guess overall the experience was fun lah :)

Btw, I love capsizing!
Why other people don't like? O.o"
I like being the victim also!
So slack, just hold the boat while the rescuers struggle to pull the kayak up.
Hahas.
Im weird!

Anyway. We'll probably get back all our results tomorrow.
I die :(
Very scared you know...!

Cause' im not coming back,
Im closing the door.

2009-10-11T12:59:00.001+08:00

Whatever happened to happily ever after?

2009-10-11T00:49:00.001+08:00

Today watched Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs with Hye Won!

Stupid YongWen and Maddy abandoned us :(

But nevermind!

Hye Won and i had fun without them also!

The movie was great!

But Hye Won say sucks.

Hahas.

Whatever >.<"

We ate dinner at Subway!

My favourite :)

But was damn embarrassing because the place was super crowded,

And i couldn't squeeze out of the seat.

Then i was like "Oh my god, Im too fat! Cannot squeeze out! "

And the guy sitting next to me was laughing at me! >.<"

Hye Won and i talked alot of crap!

She say she like guys that don't talk and like retarded one.

LOL.

And also everything must listen to her.

I said i like guys that are funny and can make me laugh.

And must be able to argue with me.

Hahas.

Then Hye Won say she want to have boyfriend before Christmas.

Siao, this kind of things how can predict one?

Anyway, tomorrow got tuition at 10 instead of 4.30!

So sian :(

I don't like tuition!

Exam over already still must go :(

Every chance we have seems to go up in smoke

Send an SOS, yeah, 'cause we about to choke

2009-10-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

You can run
But you can't hide from what never goes away

You can sleep

But you can't kill the day

You can love

But the broken heart collection always stays

You can try

But all my dreams seem to die anyway

You can close shop

But you're still always on display

I don't like to go home.

Wish i could stay outside forever.

Freaky.

2009-10-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

Im so bored :(

Entertain me? :)

2009-10-09T09:36:00.001+08:00

Can you see that there are two faces? O.o

Yucks. Can't stand people like that.

YES im talking about YOU.

One moment say what, not friends anymore

one moment act friendly.

Siao.

Make up your mind can? >.<"

2009-10-07T12:23:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's the last day of exams for everybody.

Maths paper 2 and Art.

Im going flunk Art!

I can't draw to save my life.

Hahas.

On Friday everybody can go out and play already.

I still have HCL!

Eee. Unfair :(

2009-10-05T10:47:00.000+08:00

Gosh, can u believe it?

Liverpool lost 2-0 to Chelsea! :(

Je ne parle pas français, mais je t'aime ❤

2009-10-03T18:43:00.000+08:00

I love these 2 songs!

Tide Is high by Atomic Kitten and All Out Of Love by Air Supply.

They're old but i still like them!

2009-10-02T18:44:00.004+08:00

I bought contacts from a blogshop! :)

Bought Brown and Grey from this series.

DM-23.

bought Brown from this series.

DL-02.

I hope i won't become blind!

Hahas.

It can be worn for 6 months to a year!

But for my own safety,

If i find it comfortable,

i'll only wear it 3 months tops.

But if not comfortable i guess i'll just throw them away :(

My $50!

But it's ok.

My eye is definitely more important then my money.

I can't wait for it to come! :)

Today walked back with Twin!
Talked lot with her about lots of stuff thats happening.

Then after that we went HLS house to study.
Going to do that again on Monday! :)

I love you so much Twin!
Don't worry about us drifting,

Because we won't anymore k?

I promise i'll make the effort to talk with you more!

You also promise me ok? :)

Jesse is HOT! ♥

2009-09-29T19:13:00.001+08:00

Remember when we went to Escape? :)

Wee~ Twin! :)

I love you i love you i love you!

I think im gonna turn les!

LOL

Anyway, omg twin!

I love your blogsong!

Body Language rocks!

Jesse is HOT HOT HOT!

Haha!

Ohohoh!

Ruan Jing Tian is ugly! :p

I love you more then my vanilla bubble tea!

You must drink ok!

It's nicer then blueberry!

You will fall in love with it!

I love declaring my love for you twinnie! :)

Yup yup, i will reply your messages anytime, anywhere!

Got anythimg must message me k?

Im always here for you!

My sms boom i will still reply cause I LOVE YOU!

♥ ♥ ♥

With Love.

♥ ♥ ♥

2009-09-26T01:18:00.002+08:00

Heehee, just came back from Twin's blog.
andandand
I LOVE YOU TO BITS TOO TWINNIE! :)
I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY!
I LOVE YOU MORE THEN JESSE MCCARTNEY!
I LOVE YOU MORE THEN BUBBLE TEA!
I LOVE YOU MORE THEN I LOVE SHOPPING!

You love me more then Zac Efron right?
Hahas :)

Aiya, but i still think no matter what,
Even if it's big exam she also must find sometime to at least talk to you abit what.
How can completely don't talk? :(
So mean!
Not like me! :)

Anyway. GOODLUCK FOR EXAMS! :)

Jesse ♥